Today I read portions of Sylvia Plath's journal so for two hours, I am Psycho Bitch.
I fucking hate people. Stupid people. Shallow people. Vain people.
What I fucking hate most though is that I live in a society, a city, that encourages it. That tolerates it. That it becomes a necessity.
I fucking hate people. I hate people who complain about stupid shit that are of their own accord. Like the other day, this man was complaining about a McDonald's menu in Ensinada being in Spanish. He said it was America so speak English. He complained a ton about racist stupid shit. Like ladies speaking Vietnamese while doing nails. He wasn't just complaining, he was angry about it. If you're going to complain and be all ass about it, then don't go to that establishment you fuck head!
Then another lady complained about rudeness. She was at a fast food joint ordering when an ASIAN lady came out of nowhere and cut her to ask a question. She seemed more angry at the fact that the lady was ASIAN and RUDE than just being rude in general.
Yeah you say, "Well if Americans are in other countries we have to adapt to them. How come WE, as a country, have to adapt to THEM?"
Yeah, I get your point, but that's the foundation of America. It's a fucking cultural thing you ass! If you don't like, then move France or Japan you fucker!
I fucking hate people who make fun of foreign languages. Go fuck yourself if you don't understand it. Just because Sasha Pivovarova can't speak English that well doesn't mean she's stupid. Can you fuckfaces even say Fyodor Dostoevsky? People just get too fucking caught up with how foreign it sounds that they don't even see the beauty in it. How dare you jackasses ignore the fact that this so and so person is speaking a language that predates your very existence. Your so called life.
I fucking hate people who are touchey feeley and emotional 24/7 and has the need to divulge EVERYTHING and I mean EVERYTHING. I don't know you. I don't care about you. So please shut up and stop talking about your ever oh so important life and struggles.
I fucking hate people. The big deal makers. It's little shit! So what if so and so forgot to tell you. So and so is willing to change the date and make shit work. Stop making a big deal about it! People are just so fucking weird and emotional and full of themselves. Fucking asses!
I fucking hate people. I fucking hate people who get married like whatever. Call me a conservative traditionalist fucking bitch. Whatever! Go fuck yourself! I fucking hate how women who can't even take care of themselves expect to take of care someone else, a child a home. Yes, it's the man's fault also for wanting to marry you. But it's your fault for agreeing. Being a wife is job. And so is being a husband. But whatever! It's your life to fuck up. Not mine.
I'm so fucking glad I'll never get married. I know too much about being a good wife that it's disgusting!
I fucking hate people who pop out babies like nothing. And then raise those babies like nothing. And then those babies grow up like nothing. And then they are nothing.
Some more Plath...
I hate when my friends get hurt. This stupid notion towards love and happiness is fucking bullshit! And I can't do anything to protect them.
I'm not saying I'm bullet proof, but geesh! Use some protection! ...no not condoms, but you can use that too!
I hate the fact that I don't know what to say in these kinds of situations when they are pouring their hearts out. Vulnerable and crying because of some idiot (man). Like what the fuck do I say? "Its your fucking fault for dating him in the first place!" or "Geesh, what do you expect? Fucking love and marriage out of someone who is much younger than you? Geesh! He doesn't even know what his major is!" or "Jesusfuck! Love him?! He still lives with him mom! What the fuck did you expect? Flowers and sunshine?" (some of these examples are not my friend. just stupid women in general. i'm not calling my friends stupid)
I just love my friends too much and it sucks to see them hurt.
I hate the fact that I am so cynical when it comes to relationship shit. You know, the oh i love you kind. I think it's awesome and cute and romantic when it's on film and music. But in reality, it's total bullshit! Do I want to find my one true love? Heck yes! Do I want my prince charming or the so called soul mate? What fucking bitch does't!? Am I ever going to find it? Hell no! It doesn't exist!
I hate the fact that I am so apathetic to a lot of things and taking a lot of shit for granted. I met a young man who recently came out of the closet. He got kicked out of his mother's house. He now lives in a shelter somewhere in West Hollywood. I haven't seen him since. I was complaining about how I still live at home.
I met a young girl who has never been to and have never heard of The Getty. ...I was complaining about being broke because of Coachella.
Last quarter I met a middle aged man who is currently homeless and also lives in a Shelter. He catches the bus to go to school. I call him The Renegade. I was complaining about my empty gas tank.
I was also complaining about the twitter trending topics and how stupid people are. There are wars being fought and no one cares. And then The Renegade told me very calmly that people have to. If everyone talked about the war and all the atrocities happening around the world, people would end up killing themselves. I was surprised. I got a very forgiving answer from someone who has been fucked over 10 times by society. I became a little bit more forgiving of people's shortcomings since then.
What I fucking hate most though is that I live in a society, a city, that encourages it. That tolerates it. That it becomes a necessity.
I fucking hate people. I hate people who complain about stupid shit that are of their own accord. Like the other day, this man was complaining about a McDonald's menu in Ensinada being in Spanish. He said it was America so speak English. He complained a ton about racist stupid shit. Like ladies speaking Vietnamese while doing nails. He wasn't just complaining, he was angry about it. If you're going to complain and be all ass about it, then don't go to that establishment you fuck head!
Then another lady complained about rudeness. She was at a fast food joint ordering when an ASIAN lady came out of nowhere and cut her to ask a question. She seemed more angry at the fact that the lady was ASIAN and RUDE than just being rude in general.
Yeah you say, "Well if Americans are in other countries we have to adapt to them. How come WE, as a country, have to adapt to THEM?"
Yeah, I get your point, but that's the foundation of America. It's a fucking cultural thing you ass! If you don't like, then move France or Japan you fucker!
I fucking hate people who make fun of foreign languages. Go fuck yourself if you don't understand it. Just because Sasha Pivovarova can't speak English that well doesn't mean she's stupid. Can you fuckfaces even say Fyodor Dostoevsky? People just get too fucking caught up with how foreign it sounds that they don't even see the beauty in it. How dare you jackasses ignore the fact that this so and so person is speaking a language that predates your very existence. Your so called life.
I fucking hate people who are touchey feeley and emotional 24/7 and has the need to divulge EVERYTHING and I mean EVERYTHING. I don't know you. I don't care about you. So please shut up and stop talking about your ever oh so important life and struggles.
I fucking hate people. The big deal makers. It's little shit! So what if so and so forgot to tell you. So and so is willing to change the date and make shit work. Stop making a big deal about it! People are just so fucking weird and emotional and full of themselves. Fucking asses!
I fucking hate people. I fucking hate people who get married like whatever. Call me a conservative traditionalist fucking bitch. Whatever! Go fuck yourself! I fucking hate how women who can't even take care of themselves expect to take of care someone else, a child a home. Yes, it's the man's fault also for wanting to marry you. But it's your fault for agreeing. Being a wife is job. And so is being a husband. But whatever! It's your life to fuck up. Not mine.
I'm so fucking glad I'll never get married. I know too much about being a good wife that it's disgusting!
I fucking hate people who pop out babies like nothing. And then raise those babies like nothing. And then those babies grow up like nothing. And then they are nothing.
Some more Plath...
I hate when my friends get hurt. This stupid notion towards love and happiness is fucking bullshit! And I can't do anything to protect them.
I'm not saying I'm bullet proof, but geesh! Use some protection! ...no not condoms, but you can use that too!
I hate the fact that I don't know what to say in these kinds of situations when they are pouring their hearts out. Vulnerable and crying because of some idiot (man). Like what the fuck do I say? "Its your fucking fault for dating him in the first place!" or "Geesh, what do you expect? Fucking love and marriage out of someone who is much younger than you? Geesh! He doesn't even know what his major is!" or "Jesusfuck! Love him?! He still lives with him mom! What the fuck did you expect? Flowers and sunshine?" (some of these examples are not my friend. just stupid women in general. i'm not calling my friends stupid)
I just love my friends too much and it sucks to see them hurt.
I hate the fact that I am so cynical when it comes to relationship shit. You know, the oh i love you kind. I think it's awesome and cute and romantic when it's on film and music. But in reality, it's total bullshit! Do I want to find my one true love? Heck yes! Do I want my prince charming or the so called soul mate? What fucking bitch does't!? Am I ever going to find it? Hell no! It doesn't exist!
I hate the fact that I am so apathetic to a lot of things and taking a lot of shit for granted. I met a young man who recently came out of the closet. He got kicked out of his mother's house. He now lives in a shelter somewhere in West Hollywood. I haven't seen him since. I was complaining about how I still live at home.
I met a young girl who has never been to and have never heard of The Getty. ...I was complaining about being broke because of Coachella.
Last quarter I met a middle aged man who is currently homeless and also lives in a Shelter. He catches the bus to go to school. I call him The Renegade. I was complaining about my empty gas tank.
I was also complaining about the twitter trending topics and how stupid people are. There are wars being fought and no one cares. And then The Renegade told me very calmly that people have to. If everyone talked about the war and all the atrocities happening around the world, people would end up killing themselves. I was surprised. I got a very forgiving answer from someone who has been fucked over 10 times by society. I became a little bit more forgiving of people's shortcomings since then.
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